Core System Engineer / IT Expert
This is the most honest resume you will ever read. There are no exaggerations or assumptions that I know something I've never actually worked with. More than that, I openly admit that I don't really know how to position myself - I struggle to define my own role. That doesn't mean I don't know who I want to be or what kinds of positions I'm willing to consider. It means I have experience across many areas I've encountered, and it's hard for me to pick just one to call my specialization. So, as I say, "I don't know who I am," and as Socrates said, "I know that I know nothing."
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About three years ago, I moved to the Netherlands following an offer from a little-known company whose name I won't mention here, simply because this resume will be posted on many platforms, and on some of them I prefer to stay vague. I can only say that this project had (and still has) a coin that was once in the TOP 100 on CoinMarketCap. I started working with this company remotely in 2017 while still in another country. In 2022, before the war began, I signed the papers and relocated to the Netherlands with my family and two children.
Unfortunately, despite clear successes in recent years, the project's funding was cut, and management had to shut it down. Like the rest of the team, I lost my job and faced a choice: return home or try to find work in the Netherlands, which had become my second home. I chose the latter - to try to apply my knowledge and skills here. I had already grown to love this country and gotten used to many things here, plus any move is always stressful, and neither I nor my family are ready for that now, neither mentally nor physically.
Over the past eight years, since 2017, I've tried many roles and applications, each giving me unforgettable and unique experience that's hard to quantify. This has both its pros and cons.
For several years I worked as a C++ developer on the daemon (full node) and GUI (Qt) wallet of a coin that was both a fork of Bitcoin and ZCash, plus implemented its own features designed to protect other blockchains from 51% attacks. At the time, this functionality seemed groundbreaking and a kind of know-how that could be highly sought after in the market.
I can't say I mastered C++ perfectly, but during that time I naturally had to work extensively with the Bitcoin Core codebase and learned many interesting things. It's worth mentioning that I improved my STL knowledge, got closer to templates I hadn't encountered before, and mastered serialization/deserialization of classes - not only in JSON but also in binary form for storage in files and databases like LevelDB or BDB. By my own assessment, I significantly advanced as a specialist compared to my initial knowledge, but every time I looked at how a particular feature was implemented in Bitcoin Core, I realized how brilliantly it was designed and how much I still didn't know.
And all this was aside from blockchain itself. I mean, I first got acquainted with blockchain back then, in 2017. Before that, I had no idea what Bitcoin Scripting Language was, how nodes communicate via P2P, how mining works, what the Stratum protocol is, PoW/PoS, and many other things. But I got to know them, wrote my own Stratum implementation for Equihash for the Yiimp Pool, and did many other things I had no prior experience with. Honestly, I could talk about this endlessly. But can I call myself a professional C++ programmer? I don't know.
Yes, I had specific tasks, and I completed them one way or another. One of my good traits (or maybe a bad one, personally) is that I can't stop until the task is done. If I lack the knowledge or experience to solve it, I put in maximum effort to acquire them. Self-education, information searching, out-of-the-box thinking - that's all me.
Why do I say it's bad? Because once I take something on, I can't give up or stop until it's resolved. It's very exhausting and sometimes harms my health. I didn't maintain a work-life balance at all, and once, while solving an interesting problem, I worked over 35 hours straight (yes, you read that right - I didn't sleep for a full day and a half until I finished). Naturally, this took a toll on my health, and I don't want to repeat that, but I'm being honest and hope it shows how determined I was in achieving my goals.
As you've probably guessed, I haven't participated in interviews for the last eight years and only know about how they're conducted from colleagues and acquaintances who have. Some said LeetCode tasks are popular now. I tried them. Some I solved quite easily; others took me a day or more to figure out. Some tasks were simple but required knowledge of specific algorithms, like binary search on a sorted list. Since I hadn't used it daily, I'd forgotten it and spent several hours refreshing my knowledge and writing a solution using that method.
Does that mean I'm a bad specialist who doesn't remember "basic algorithms"? From my point of view, no. You can't remember everything, and a specialist's value isn't in memorizing tons of algorithms and problem-solving methods but in knowing they exist and being able to refresh the relevant knowledge when needed. Which I always do successfully. With AI, refreshing knowledge has become much easier - you can just ask, for example, "I feel this should be done like this, evaluate this solution and recommend improvements," and AI helps with strategy or recalling forgotten knowledge. You can't keep everything in your head, which is why books and manuals helped us before, and now AI systems with fuzzy logic do.
Alongside my C++ role, our team started developing one of our flagship projects in a new language - Rust. It was an attempt to rewrite the existing C++ core using new approaches to memory management, thread safety, etc. Initially, other team members handled this, so I missed most of the implementation - I didn't follow every git commit or how the codebase evolved.
At one point, they brought me in to fix minor bugs and act as an "external reviewer." As a result, I had to learn Rust, the borrow checker, get acquainted with functional (declarative) programming style, iterator pipelines, and so on. It was very engaging, and I was just starting to get familiar with it. So my colleagues who had already mastered Rust and used it successfully in code seemed like semi-gods or at least senior programmers (though that wasn't exactly true). Gradually, I learned to apply similar constructs in my work (though I've somewhat forgotten these skills now).
Around that time, besides fixing bugs and reviewing code, a colleague and I were given another project: to implement the wallet we had in C++, but in Rust. Naturally, the task wasn't to build it from scratch but to fork the existing codebase and adapt it to our specific consensus rules and so on.
Internally, I strongly resisted this role because I knew it would consume a lot of my energy, resources, and time. First, I'd need to deepen my Rust knowledge; second, get familiar with someone else's codebase, which was very different from anything I'd seen before; and third, figure out how to adapt it to our goals. The task was unconventional and clearly meant for a team, not just two people. I didn't want to take it on because I knew that if I did, I couldn't leave it unfinished and would have to methodically, step by step, gain new knowledge and overcome all obstacles to reach the goal.
Looking ahead, I'll say we successfully completed this project in a few months, thanks in part to my colleague's experience and knowledge (he was also new to Rust but had extensive project and team experience and programming skills). We broke the project into subtasks, each handling their part. Eventually, what initially seemed huge and nearly impossible took shape in code, and we realized that finishing it just required solving a limited set of tasks and writing some more code. Which we did successfully. However, after completion, the project never went into production because company priorities shifted, and although our implementation worked well, unfortunately, it wasn't needed.
During this time, management appreciated my skills and approach to solving unconventional problems, so besides everything else, I became the company's "specialist in solving impossible problems" / the best troubleshooter and debugger.
My former manager once described me as having a unique "work fashion" - a distinctive, systematic way of approaching complex problems. He said I'm the best troubleshooter and debugger he's ever worked with (and he's known many developers and hackers). Whenever someone gives me a challenging issue, I tend to come back days or weeks later not only having found the root cause but also with a clear, well-thought-out solution.
That sounds great, and deep down I'm glad people think of me that way, but on the other hand, does that really define me as a specialist? Are those who breeze through LeetCode problems and memorize all common algorithms necessarily the best specialists? I don't know. I also can't describe my work in the company as "thanks to me, milk yields increased by 41%, and overall department efficiency rose by 13.7% compared to last year." We're not a farm, we're an IT company. Of course, I can talk the talk and make nice graphs when needed - but I don't like doing that. My personal assessment is that I know I know nothing. No matter how many new things I've learned and how much knowledge I've gained, what I don't know and still have to learn is incomparably greater. And you have to accept that you can't know everything.
One memorable challenge was tracking down a memory leak in a production C/C++ application. The app was distributed - several decentralized nodes exchanging info via P2P to perform a complex shared task. It turned out that after a week of running, the software on a node would start consuming more and more memory. By week's end, it could easily "eat" 1 GB of RAM, and the only solution the team found was to schedule a restart. This task, like many others, fell to me.
The problem was that there were no explicit memory allocation calls, and those that existed shouldn't have caused leaks. It turned out the leaks happened implicitly due to incorrect stack management in threads. Each new thread (created roughly every 10 minutes) implicitly allocated 8 MB on the stack without malloc or similar, which wasn't returned to the OS when the thread ended. After a week, the lost memory added up to several gigabytes. I can't say why no one else found or analyzed this, but valgrind plus a debugger work wonders… and eventually, the bug was found and fixed. The problem that forced all nodes to restart the app weekly was resolved.
Should I mention that the number of different project areas I was involved in kept growing? When the DevOps team struggled, or the app didn't run as expected in Docker, or RPC returned incorrect results in a container - these also became part of my daily work and contribution. Maybe that's why I got confused about what my real role was. I was equally interested in coding in Rust, hunting down a floating bug in C++ code, or writing YAML for Docker Compose.
Also, since we used modern CI/CD practices, I had to learn GitHub Actions and Jenkins. Nothing extraordinary, but I worked with them. So I understand processes both from the developers' side and from those who have to use and deploy the software.
By the way, right now, as I write this, there's a Proxmox server next to me running several virtual machines with Linux, Windows, and MacOS, all isolated in a separate VLAN with a secure entry point - a kind of safe environment for Jenkins builds targeting all platforms. Why pay for GitHub runners when you can set up your own free solution?
The biggest challenge was installing MacOS on Proxmox and tricking XCode into not detecting it's running in a VM - because if it detects virtualization, you can't log into your Apple account, and without that, autoprovisioning in XCode doesn't work… quite a "matryoshka of problems." However, in my case, the MacOS VM runs just as well as a real machine, and MacOS builds succeed in the virtual environment. Any problem is solvable if you really want it and have the motivation.
As you can imagine, I also got familiar with publishing apps to the MacOS and iOS App Stores, the specifics of signing and releasing apps for MacOS, Windows, Android (including publishing to F-Droid), and so on. I handled all this myself since the role of Release Master eventually fell to me. I'm glad for that interesting experience.
I also took part not only in development but in deploying various API endpoints, learned nginx, caddy, solved issues related to corporate website layout, advised partners on integrating our products, wrote transaction signature implementations for them in Java/JavaScript, and many other things.
Could someone else do all that? I don't know, but I do know that in tough situations, I truly helped my project and solved problems my colleagues struggled with. Would I call myself a professional C++, Rust, or JavaScript programmer? Probably not. People who work with the same stack their whole lives are likely more experienced than me, and I'm sure I have a lot to learn from them. Can they switch tasks as quickly as I can and master completely new areas? Probably not. Do I know every subject area I've worked with thoroughly? Honestly, probably not.
Another memorable task was implementing Rosetta for Coinbase for one of our blockchains. The closest existing implementation we found to adapt to our project's specifics was written in Go, which I didn't know at all. After a few weeks of full immersion, we had the first Rosetta implementation tailored to us. Unfortunately (or maybe fortunately), we didn't end up partnering with Coinbase, but the Rosetta API implementation was interesting not only theoretically or for learning Go but also practically - we got working endpoints that could be used in other DeFi applications.
I don't know if you've read all this to the end or found it interesting, but if you've made it this far, know that I'm already grateful for your time and would be very pleased if you found this narrative engaging.
If you want to ask me specific questions about myself, my skills, roles in projects, etc., I'm always open to dialogue - you can write me at [email protected]. If your question or proposal is confidential or you care about privacy, don't hesitate to use GPG encryption. My public key is distributed with this file.
Native: Russian
English: Conversational level around B1, reading and writing closer to B2
Dutch: Currently between A1 and A2 (closer to A1), but constantly improving
I welcome any questions or offers - thank you in advance!
I also want to say that I don't particularly enjoy talking to HR, especially with those who have a very mediocre understanding of the project they represent. The desire to "sell" a candidate and earn a commission is understandable, but it's unpleasant when your time is wasted by someone who tells you about the benefits of working at company N and assures you that your skills are a 90% match for the vacancy, only to find out later that the company was actually looking for a Senior Rust Developer with 10 years of experience or an EVM specialist, which you are not.
Therefore, I much prefer an honest job description that details what I'll be working on and, perhaps, an immediate technical task. This allows the employer to assess my skills, and it allows me to evaluate the real-world tasks involved in the job. Even if the task is extensive and I don't undertake it - due to time constraints or because it seems like an attempt to get free work on a real project - I will outline possible solutions. This, at a minimum, will reveal my thought process and direction, helping you to assess whether I can handle the task.
Talking for hours about nothing, or going through all the interview stages only to find out that the salary range is close to the minimum wage, is also not ideal. It wastes time on both sides. To avoid any confusion about salary expectations, I will state that I am in the Netherlands on a Highly Skilled Migrant (Kennismigrant) visa, and to remain here, I need to maintain this status. This means I am looking for a company that is a recognized sponsor or can employ me through a payroll company (which is how I have been employed until now). I have about 1.5-2 years until I can obtain a permanent European residence permit, so the payroll expenses for my future employer would be temporary.